September 2008

Yes. September.

Yes, I know it is already the end of October but when have I EVER been on time? Sadly, any of you that really know me, know this to be true.

I started my new 365 project on September 1st and I just barely completed uploading my photos for the first month. LIFE is so seriously getting in the way of EVERYTHING. Well not really life....more like work. But that whine will have be told another day.

1. And so it begins.....again, 2. The art of war, 3. Just like the real thing. Not!, 4. Trellis, 5. yaaaawwwn!, 6. sari, 7. “Remember even though the outside world might be raining, if you keep on smiling the sun will soon show its face and smile back at you.”, 8. me., 9. *cupcake*, 10. buddy., 11. salad, 12. waiting for cake, 13. I Spy..., 14. mum's the word, 15. 15 days done, 350 to go., 16. bookcase, 17. It's sweater time....NOT!, 18. “All you need is love. But a little chocolate now and then doesn't hurt.”, 19. Look Ma! No Paws!, 20. welcome to my garden, 21. “The only thing that will stop you from fulfilling your dreams is you.”, 22. untitled., 23. Pretty Kitty, 24. book, 25. Green leaves in front of brown bench., 26. “In one drop of water are found all the secrets of all the oceans”, 27. anniversary cake, 28. just a slice, 29. glow, 30. the perfect bench

Time got away from me

I really don't know where all my time goes.

I make plans in my head and they never seem to become reality. So I write them down. Once written down, I seem to do a little bit better at completing those tasks that I create for myself but only a little bit.

I even started to write down what I wanted to write about on my blog. I have always kind of done that but now I try to write on actual paper and not on a million post-it notes that end up at the bottom of my purse, or stuck to the bottom of my shoe because it fell out of said purse. But those ideas just keep piling up and then when I actually do find the time to blog they are no longer relevant to what I want to say. So sometimes I don't end up blogging because I don't want to sound like an idiot. An idiot with nothing to say that posts a blog post just to post a blog post.

I had all these plans on what I wanted to do tonight. But after work I stopped by the grocery store. Then I came home and made dinner (yummy teriyaki chicken) and even something for dessert (apple slices with yummy dip). I finally sit down thinking I am going to do something creative like edit my pictures or do something online and I don't understand why I am so tired. Then I realize the time. It is late. It is past the time that I should be in bed.

So on that note.....I decide to write a blog post.

finally

sari
Originally uploaded by DreamsOfNyssa

Is it bad that after a 10-day vacation the husband is finally back to work and I am so happy to have the house to myself? That can't be bad, can it?

There is so much that I want and need to do. I cannot honestly do it all in one day but at this moment I am kind of thinking that I can. Well a little bit. A tiny little bit at the back of my mind. But if I were to be truthful to myself (and that is always a good thing) then I would have to say that today will probably end up being a day of rest and relaxation, also known as laziness. You see....I have been sucked in to that which is Twilight.

Fridays

yaaaawwwn!
Originally uploaded by DreamsOfNyssa

I think that I really like working on Fridays.

The office is much quieter from all the people that call in sick.

Every Friday.

But especially on payday Friday.

I know that others do not like it since it makes more work for them but for me the day seems a bit more relaxed. It could also be because I save the most interesting work for Fridays. That way I don't fall asleep............

Talking about falling asleep. I read soooooooooo much at work that sometimes it really is hard to concentrate. I get sleepy the moment I sit down. I don't like it and I am looking for ways to keep me awake during the day. Coffee doesn't really seem to help.

I guess I could try to get more sleep at night but I am finding that to be hard for me to do. I guess I need ideas on how to get myself to bed earlier because just actually going to bed earlier never seems to happen. I always seem to push myself to stay up later. I just don't seem to realize the time and how late it is.

Like right now.....I am exhausted but am I going to bed? No. I am on the computer and while I am on the computer I have been telling myself that I want to get off the computer to read a book. But I have not actually started to read a book because I feel too tired to start. So I just sit here at the computer. It is a sad endless cycle.